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Grass is green on the other side :(

2008-07-17T11:45:00.003-05:00

Why is grass always greener on the other side, no matter which side you are on?
I guess that's how life is...

I remember the time I came to US.. Was so happy about the fact that I got a break from work, studies n the daily grind. I could wake up at my own hours, not worry about being anywhere on time, not worry about meeting targets (was with sales n marketing with a reputed airlines before), not worry about the clients complaints or my boss's kit kit ;)
but how long do you think this new found happiness lasted.. 3 months maybe.. then I started getting bored! started missing mom, her food (as i was/am a very bad cook... hmmm not bad but i don't enjoy cooking much) my relatives n their gossips, roadside shopping, wriggling my way out in the traffic on my cute little scooty.. was so much fun... the same things which i hated were something which i started missing.. the joy that i got when my targets were achieved, the funny boss.. n other stuffs... i think that's one problem with me.. i feel my boss is not fit to be a boss n he reached there.. just coz he a$$ licked n doesn't have the required knowledge n skills or BRAINS :P the idea still remains the same :)

OK back to track.. after 3 months of lazing around n basically doing nothing i started getting bored n bored.. my work permit came through but was not getting any job.. reached the highest point in the pyramid of frustration and was about to explode that's when i got my current job..
Boy! I was so happy to start work again.. first few days i used to wait to go to work.. getting up early n getting ready to work was something that i was looking forward to.. didn't know what Monday morning blues were....but now.. its settled in n its just another routine.. I'm kinda used to the daily rigmarole of life.... but not complaining! coz i know how it is to just sit at home... cook n clean :O

Love - beyond life......... Part 1

2007-05-18T13:07:00.000-05:00

im not a good writer infact i used to hate writing essays and paragraphs... but this one is very close to my heart.

Sharon, Simmi and Aryan were friends from school. Orphaned at a very young age fate got them together in the govt school. They played together, laughed together and were friends for life. Shaaron and Aryan wanted to spend the rest of their life together and wanted to have a bunch of kids and give them all that which they missed out in ther growing days. Life moved on and all 3 young people landed in blore from a small town named Sundarnagar. Raj by fate was
Aryans room-mate in Blore.

Sharon - beautiful, vivacious, bold, outgoing, short tempered and head strong girl who takes rash decisions..fashion designer y profession.
Simmi - calm, beautiful, smart, knows what she wants in life, very romantic and always dreams of her knight in shining armour, optimistic and down to earth. She was the calming factor for in Sharon's life. wants to be a school teacher and have an orphanage of her own so that she can help in giving a good future for the homeless deserted kids.
Aryan - charmer, playboy, flirt, wants to have everything in life, bold, loves Sharon but does not mind experimenting when given a chance. a part time model and sales manager.
Raj - only son of very rich parents who never had time for him in his growing years and passed away in a car crash. grew up with his nanny who loved him more than his mother. down to earth, smart, intelligent a good sense of humour, every girls dream, and wants to fall in love with a girl asap and marry her and wants to give his wife and children as much time as possible. CEO of his fathers company.

Sharon and Aryan wold often go out of town for their small getaways and sharon would drag simmi along. Simmi would hate it as she often felt like kabab mein haddi and would go out on her own and explore places.

This weekends get away was planned by Aryan and he forced Raj along with him so that Simmi would have some company and the love birds would feel a little less guilty plus they wanted them to get hitched together.

It was a beautiful mornig fit for a long drive, cool breeze with light sun just the way simmi loved it. She was all wxited about going to Ooty as she had never been there and had herd of it as a very beautiful romantic place. Simmi had some work in school and hence it was decided that simmi and sharon would join Aryan and Raj later by the stream near masinagudi.
raj and simmi were not at all looking forward to meet each other but sharon and raj were all exited about their hanky panky get away.

as decided sharon reached simmi's school by 10am and picked her up. The drive was perfect with the cool breeze and light sun. simmi was reading up on the place, the attractions, history and the other tiny meeny details which she always took care of. The car pulled over near the stream and sharon galloped towards her lover boy forgetting all about simmi and raj. simmi being the well mannered and decent said her pleasentaris and walked towards the stream. she liked the way the cold water trickled on hee feet. she felt totally relaxed and sat down on a rock in bw the stream and started dreaming. meantime raj who was totally mesmerized by simmi had not batted an eyelid or moved from the place. when he set eyes on simmi he knew she was the one he was looking for all his life.

Sharon and aryan got back after their shrot trip to the jungle and started laughing at raj as he was standing and staring at simmi with hs mouth wide open.
they resumed their journey but this time simmi was in raj's car and sharon wanted to spend some intimate momets with aryan.

the journey was quite uncomfortable as simmi had no interest in the raj and raj just wanted to hold her and never let go of her.
Their cottages were facing the valley and had a nice garden. Simmi was a very simple girl at heart and the small things gave her much pleasure. sharon at one end was complaining about the hotel not being upto her expectations and simmi was busy looking at the flowers and lost in her own wonderland. Raj and aryan returned after they settled the booking and getting all the luggages inside. as usual aryan and sharon shut themselves in the cozy room, sitting next to the fire place and whispering sweet nnothings into each others ears.

Simmi was out in the garden for a while and then she decided to check out ooty city. As she was heading out she heard some one calling out her name. it was raj who was walking fast towards her. he asked if he could join her, it did not matter for her if he was there or not. on their drive towards the city they got talking about their job, life, city, likes, dislikes, interests and all the blah blahs.

The good old Nursery Rhymes!!

2007-05-10T09:41:00.000-05:00

Was reminded of my pre school days and how it is a religion for every educated child to know the very famous Rhymes. The kids sing it so animatedly, the parents have a twinkle in their eye everytime they ask their kids to show the new rhyme they have learnt:)

here are a few of my fav rhymes

Baa, Baa, Black Sheep
Baa, baa, black sheep,
Have you any wool?
Yes sir, yes sir,
Three bags full.
One for my master,
And one for my dame,
And one for the little boy
Who lives down the lane.

Ding Dong Bell
Ding, dong, bell,
Pussy's in the well.
Who put her in?Little Johnny Lin. Who pulled her out?Little Tommy Stout. What a naughty boy was that,To try to drown poor pussy cat, Who never did him any harm,And killed the mice in his father's barn.

Early to Bed
Cocks crow in the morn To tell us to rise, And he who lies late Will never be wise.
For early to bed And early to rise, Is the way to be healthy And wealthy and wise

GEORGIE PORGIE
Georgie Porgie, Puddin' and Pie;Kissed the girls and made them cry.But when the boys came out to play;Georgie Porgie ran away!

Here We Go 'Round the Mulberry Bush
Here we go 'round the mulberry bush, The mulberry bush, The mulberry bush. Here we go 'round the mulberry bush, So early in the morning.
These are the chores we'll do this week, Do this week, Do this week. These are the chores we'll do this week, So early every morning.

This is the way we wash our clothes, Wash our clothes, Wash our clothes. This is the way we wash our clothes, So early Monday morning.
This is the way we iron our clothes, Iron our clothes, Iron our clothes. This is the way we iron our clothes, So early Tuesday morning.

This is the way we scrub the floor, Scrub the floor, Scrub the floor. This is the way we scrub the floor, So early Wednesday morning.
This is the way we mend our clothes, Mend our clothes, Mend our clothes. This is the way we mend our clothes, So early Thursday morning.

This is the way we sweep the floor, Sweep the floor, Sweep the floor. This is the way we sweep the floor, So early Friday morning.
This is the way we bake our bread, Bake our bread, Bake our bread. This is the way we bake our bread, So early Saturday morning.

This is the way we get dressed up, Get dressed up, Get dressed up.This is the way we get dressed up,So early Sunday morning.

Hickory Dickory Dock
Hickory Dickory dock,The mouse ran up the clock;The clock struck oneAnd down he did come,Oh, Hickory Dickory dock.Hickory Dickory dock,The mouse ran up the clock;The clock struck twoAnd down he flew,Oh, Hickory Dickory dock.Hickory Dickory dock,The mouse ran up the clock;The clock struck threeAnd he did flee,Oh, Hickory Dickory dock.Hickory Dickory dock,The mouse ran up the clock;The clock struck fourAnd he hit the floor,Oh, Hickory Dickory dock.Hickory Dickory dock,The mouse ran up the clock;The clock struck fiveAnd the mouse took a dive,Oh, Hickory Dickory dock.Hickory Dickory dock,The mouse ran up the clock;The clock struck sixAnd that mouse, he split,Oh, Hickory Dickory dock.Hickory Dickory dock,The mouse ran up the clock;The clock struck seven,8, 9, 10, 11,Oh, Hickory Dickory dock.Hickory Dickory dock,The mouse ran up the clock;As twelve bells rangThe mousie sprang,Oh, Hickory Dickory dock.Hickory Dickory dock,"Why scamper?" asked the clock."You scare me soI have to go!"Oh, Hickory Dickory dock.

Hot Cross Buns
Hot cross buns! Hot-cross buns! One a penny, Two a penny, Hot-cross buns! If ye have no daughters, Give them to your sons. One a penny, Two a penny, Hot-cross buns!

Humpty Dumpty
Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall;Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. All the King's horses And all the King's menCouldn't put Humpty together again!

Hush, Little Baby
Hush, little baby, don't say a word, Mama's going to buy you a mockingbird.
And if that mockingbird won't sing, Mama's going to buy you a diamond ring.
And if that diamond ring turns brass, Mama's going to buy you a looking glass.
And if that looking glass gets broke, Mama's going to buy you a billy goat.
And if that billy goat won't pull, Mama's going to buy you a cart and bull.
And if that cart and bull turn over, Mama's going to buy you a dog named Rover.
And if that dog named Rover won't bark, Mama's going to buy you a horse and cart.
And if that horse and cart fall down, You'll still be the sweetest little baby in town.

I'm a Little Teapot
I'm a little teapot, Short and stout! Here is my handle;Here is my spout.
When I get all steamed up, Hear me shout!Just tip me overAnd pour me out!

JACK AND JILL
Jack and Jill went up the hill,To fetch a pail of water;Jack fell down and broke his crown,And Jill came tumbling after.
Then up Jack got and off did trot,As fast as he could caper,To old Dame Dob, who patched his nobWith vinegar and brown paper.

LITTLE BO-PEEP
Little Bo-Peep has lost her sheep,And can't tell where to find them;Leave them alone, and they'll come home,Wagging their tails behind them.

Little Bo-Peep fell fast asleep,And dreamt she heard them bleating;But when she awoke, she found it a joke,For still they all were fleeting.

Then up she took her little crook,Determined for to find them;She found them indeed, but it made her heart bleed,For they'd left all their tails behind them!

It happened one day, as Bo-peep did strayUnto a meadow hard by--There she espied their tails side by side,All hung on a tree to dry.

She heaved a sigh and wiped her eye,And over the hillocks she raced;And tried what she could, as a shepherdess should,That each tail should be properly placed.

Little Tommy Tucker
Little Tommy Tucker Sings for his supper.What shall he eat?White bread and butter.How will he cut itWithout e'er a knife?How can he marryWithout e'er a wife?

LONDON BRIDGE
London Bridge is falling down,Falling down, falling down.London Bridge is falling down,My fair lady.
Take a key and lock her up,Lock her up, lock her up.Take a key and lock her up,My fair lady.
How will we build it up,Build it up, build it up?How will we build it up,My fair lady?

Mary Had a Little Lamb
Mary had a little lamb,Its fleece was white as snow,And everywhere that Mary went,The lamb was sure to go.It followed her to school one day,That was against the rule.It made the children laugh and playTo see a lamb at school.
And so the teacher turned it out,But still it lingered nearAnd waited patiently about,Till Mary did appear.Why does the lamb love Mary so?The eager children cry.Why, Mary loves the lamb, you know,The teacher did reply.

Old MacDonald had a farm
Old MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O!And on this farm he had a duck, E-I-E-I-O!With a quack-quack here, and a quack-quack there,Here a quack, there a quack, everywhere a quack-quack;Old MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O!Old MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O!And on this farm he had a cow, E-I-E-I-O!With a moo-moo here, and a moo-moo there,Here a moo, there a moo, everywhere a moo-moo;Old MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O!Old MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O!And on this farm he had a dog, E-I-E-I-O!With a bow-wow here, and a bow-wow there,Here a bow, there a bow, everywhere a bow-wow;Old MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O!Old MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O!And on his farm he had a pig, E-I-E-I-O!With an oink-oink here and an oink-oink thereHere an oink, there an oink, everywhere an oink-oink;Old MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O!
Old MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O!And on his farm he had a horse, E-I-E-I-O!With a neigh-neigh here and a neigh-neigh thereHere a neigh, there a neigh, everywhere a neigh-neigh;Old MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O!
Old MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O!And on his farm he had a sheep, E-I-E-I-O!With a baa-baa here and a baa-baa thereHere a baa, there a baa, everywhere a baa-baa;Old MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O!Old MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O!And on his farm he had a chicken, E-I-E-I-O!With a cluck-cluck here and a cluck-cluck thereHere a cluck, there a cluck, everywhere a cluck-cluck;Old MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O!Old MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O!And on his farm he had a turkey, E-I-E-I-O!With a gobble-gobble here and a gobble-gobble thereHere a gobble, there a gobble, everywhere a gobble-gobble;Old MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O!Old MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O!And on his farm he had a cat, E-I-E-I-O!With a meow-meow here and a meow-meow thereHere a meow, there a meow, everywhere a meow-meow;Old MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O!Old MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O!And on his farm he had a mouse, E-I-E-I-O!With an eek-eek here and an eek-eek thereHere an eek, there an eek, everywhere an eek-eek;Old MacDonald had a farm, E-I-E-I-O!

PAT-A-CAKE
Pat-a-cake, pat-a-cake, baker's man,Bake me a cake as fast as you can.Roll it, and prick it, and mark it with a "B,"And put it in the oven for Baby and me!

Peter, Peter, Pumpkin Eater
Peter, Peter, Pumpkin Eater, Had a wife and couldn’t keep her, Put her in a pumpkin shell, And there he kept her, very well.

Pussycat, Pussycat
"Pussycat, Pussycat, where have you been?" "I've been to Londonto look at the Queen."
"Pussycat, Pussycat, what did you there?""I frightened a little mouse under her chair!"

Rain Rain Go Away
Rain, rain, go away,Come again another day;Little Garrett wants to play.Rain, rain, go away,Come again another day.Rain, rain, go to Spain.Never show your face again.

ROCK-A-BYE BABY
Hush-a-bye, baby, on the tree top!When the wind blows the cradle will rock;When the bough breaks the cradle will fall;Down will come baby, bough, cradle and all.Rock-a-bye, baby, thy cradle is green;Father's a nobleman, Mother's a queen;Sister's a lady, who wears a gold ring;And Brother's a drummer, who plays for the king.Hush-a-bye, baby, way up on high;Never mind, baby, Mommy is nigh;Swinging the baby all around -- Hush-a-bye, baby, up hill and down.

Row, row, row your boat
Row, row, row your boat, Gently down the stream.Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily,Life is but a dream.

Two Little Dickey Birds
Two little dickey birdsSitting on a wall,One called Peter,One called Paul.Fly away Peter.Fly away Paul.Come back Peter.Come back Paul.

Wee Willie Winkie
Wee Willie WinkieRuns through the town,Upstairs and downstairsIn his nightgown.
Rapping at the windows,Crying through the lock,"Are the children all in bed?For now it's eight o'clock."

The Wheels on the Bus
The wheels on the bus go 'round and 'round, 'Round and 'round, 'round and 'round; The wheels on the bus go 'round and 'round,All through the town.The wipers on the bus go swish, swish, swish,Swish, swish, swish, swish, swish, swish;The wipers on the bus go swish, swish, swish,All through the town.The door on the bus goes open and shut,Open and shut, open and shut; The door on the bus goes open and shut,All through the town.The horn on the bus goes beep, beep, beep,Beep, beep, beep, beep, beep, beep; The horn on the bus goes beep, beep, beep,All through the town.The gas on the bus goes glunk, glunk, glunk,Glunk, glunk, glunk, glunk, glunk, glunk; The gas on the bus goes glunk, glunk, glunk.All through the town.The money on the bus goes clink, clink, clink,Clink, clink, clink, clink, clink, clink;The money on the bus goes clink, clink, clink All through the town.The baby on the bus goes "Wah, wah, wah!Wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah!"The baby on the bus goes "Wah, wah, wah!"All through the town.The mommy on the bus says "I love you,I love you, I love you;"The daddy on the bus says "I love you too."All through the town.

Where Is Thumbkin?
Where is Thumbkin, where is Thumbkin?Here I am, here I am!How are you this morning? Very well, I thank you.Run away, run away.Where is Pointer, where is Pointer?Here I am, here I am!How are you this morning? Very well, I thank you.Run away, run away.Where is Tall Man, where is Tall Man?Here I am, here I am!How are you this morning? Very well, I thank you.Run away, run away.Where is Ring Man, where is Ring Man?Here I am, here I am!How are you this morning? Very well, I thank you.Run away, run away.Where is Pinkie, where is Pinkie?Here I am, here I am!How are you this morning? Very well, I thank you.Run away, run away.Where is the family, where is the family?Here we are, here we are!How are you this morning? Very well, we thank you.Run away, run away.

Face Reading continued.........

2007-05-02T20:50:00.000-05:00

The Face as a Map
One of the core beliefs in Chinese medicine is that the part contains the whole. The idea of the face as a map can be applied in many ways, not just as in indicator of past and future health, or times of life, but also as a way to diagnose organs and body parts. This is based on pathways of the deep and superficial meridians and on the three divisions from top to bottom.
Kidney
If you’ve been overworking, worrying, not sleeping, drinking too much coffee and trying to juggle too many commitments, look at your kidney/liver area which is the half moon-shaped area under the eye. If the area is puffy and blue, you are working too hard, depleting your adrenals, eating too much rich food and causing an imbalance in the fluid balance of the body. Look at your ears and if they are redder than the skin on your face, you are overworking your adrenal glands. This also applies if the inner corner of the eye has a sunken, dark blue look to it.
Liver
However, if the area is dark brown and has a congested look, your liver is showing signs of “liver energy stagnation”. This could mean that your liver is stressed, possibly through pent-up frustration or anger or rich food and alcohol. If this indication is combined with one-sided headaches, jaw tension and two vertical lines between the eyebrows you could find that fat and hormone metabolism is affected. If the two vertical lines from the end of the eyebrows are combined with two smaller hook-shaped lines, this means that the gall bladder is also showing stress. Spots and lines on the forehead point to congestion from too much oily food or dairy.
Stomach and Intestines
The mouth shows the energy of the stomach and intestines and the lower part of the face relates to the lower abdomen. Congestion such as white spots or a granular-like feeling under the skin and blotchy areas may point to yeast infection, too much dairy or sugar in the diet. If the chin is red and swollen, it may mean that there is a structural weakness in the organs, candida or stuck energy in the abdomen. If the lower lip protrudes, this shows a sluggish colon and if the top lip is cracked, red, or has spots at the corner, this could indicate stomach acidity or heat caused by inappropriate diet. Lines which go down the cheek from the inner corner of the eye are another indication of a bowel problem. A yellow colour around the mouth and lack of tone in the mouth indicate that the digestive energy is weak and a change of diet and enzymes are needed. On the other hand, a green colour indicates that the liver is the prime cause of the problem. Very thin lips indicate someone who may have workaholic tendencies.
Lungs
Redness, puffiness and breakouts around the nostrils and lower cheek indicate too many dairy products which produce mucus and congestion in the lungs. You may be on the verge of a bronchial infection if this area suddenly becomes red and dry.
Energy and Vitality
The eyebrows relate to our creative, mental and sexual energies and the amount of drive and go we have. They are also a pointer to how we relate to others, family and society. The larger and thicker they are, then the more forceful, driven, active and possibly aggressive their owner will be. By contrast, fine eyebrows denote sensitivity and less robust health. Hairs growing in different directions show a restless mind, someone who needs help to focus, while pointed eyebrows belong to someone who is innovative, determined, independent and likes to be first in everything they do. Dark crescent-shaped eyebrows belong to people who need to make decisions intuitively and like to work with others. They show strong water energy . Thyroid problems are indicated by eyebrows which dissipate at the ends. The elements present in a face indicate the strengths and weaknesses that the person has to deal with in this life; the shape of features set the pattern and timing of events in a life. The zones show current and potential health patterns. So, when reading a face it is important to take each feature within the context of the whole.

Face Reading!!

2007-04-28T12:07:00.001-05:00

Introduced to by my friend Rohan and Zane-

Different types of faces by Zane-

Wood face
The wood type face is rectangular in appearanceIt has uniformity of width and is far longer than it is wideThe forehead of this type of face is likewise high and usually possesses well-defined creases In men there is often receding hairline.This face type is associated with warmth and optimism The possessor of the wood face is energetic, with leadership potential, strong ideals and determination He is popular , wins friends easily and is charitable He can demand that things must be done in his way and may express him in arrogant mannerThe wood face is also associated with strong religious or philosophical convictions

The Fire Face
The fire face has a wide jaw and a narrow foreheadIn shape it resembles an upward pointing triangleThe temperament of a person with a fire face is likely to be rather heated and excitable resulting from a unhappy childhood or other factors of distressing background The ambitions are very strong since he has a desire to remove himself as far from his origin as possibleThis desire also provides a key to his lack of patience and outbursts of anger when his plans are thwartedFire faced people tend to be lucky, highly sexed, physically attractive and can be extremely persuasive and charmingFire faced person usually has a string of broken relationships in his past

The Earth Face
This type of face resembles square shape The complexion tends to be ruddy, the hair often bushy and the eyes somewhat red but expressive of authorityThe nose and the mouth also will tend to be wide, lips are quite thin and the teeth smallThe earth face is an indicator of toughness and determination, and are more likely to be utterly stubborn The energy levels are high and there is a tendency to immediately leap to conclusions before the facts are fully knownHis temper is quick and unpredictableThis type of person can impulsively get himself to troubleHe lacks inner strength to extricate himself without considerable helpHe enjoys good health and active social life

The Metal Face
The metal face is opposite of fire face . It is rather oval but can be thought of as an inverted triangleThe facial features are regular and rather refined, however the mouth may either be slightly too large or smallThe fairly large eyes are lively and active denoting intelligence and sharp perceptionsThe possessor of this type of face lives in his head. His mind is extremely active and rarely gives him any peace He loves talking and is not averse to a heated debate as long as he is sure of his groundHe is quite capable of turning the tables on his opponent with clever word play and a dazzling display of witLikes to meet new people but will keep all but a few at a distance because emotional closeness is disturbing to him He is a born politician, a salesman and organizer. Ambitious and can be quite cunning

The Water Face
It is round and is also known as ‘the moon face’The eyes are said to be watery . Person with such face are accused of being lazy but this is not the caseThey tend to lack energy and often become tired and lethargic They have imagination in abundance . They have rich and rare fantasy worldDue to vivid imagination can give rise to unrealistic expectations, disappointments and possibly hypochondriaThey are dependent on others for reassurance and support. They lack in self confidence. If they find themselves alone for any length of time they will tend to prevaricate, putting off decisions for as long as possible

The art of face reading simply puts what we already do intuitively into a more structured, organised format. Every feature on the face from forehead to chin can reveal vital information about personalities and health. A face can speak a thousand words.
Here I will give you ideas on how you can read someone's character from observing his or her forehead, eyes, cheeks or lips.

FOREHEAD
The shape of the person's forehead will provide useful clues as to how he or she thinks. A large, high forehead indicates an intelligent and academically active mind. A short forehead suggests quick sharp decision-making. A forehead that is vertical in profile implies independent thinking making it easier to generate ideas and work alone. A forehead that slopes backwards suggests a more social and interactive disposition. Such a person is excited to express and hear ideas, therefore being a natural team worker.

EYES
The eyes are said to be the window to the soul. Smaller eyes are a sign of a desire for precision, accuracy and attention to detail as well as being perceptive and able to see through waffle. Larger eyes suggest an open, friendly character that is gentle, kind and accessible. Eyes set close together show great powers of concentration and consistency. Eyes set wide apart are associated with being broad minded and interested in a broader, liberal attitude to life.

CHEEKS
Sunken cheeks indicate a serious and responsible attitude to life risking feeling withdrawn if faced with difficulties. Prominent cheeks suggest emotions come up to the surface quickly with a strong desire to express them. Flushed cheeks indicate a state of excitement and a greater desire to speak out. A pale disposition shows a deeper resolve and a drawing in of emotions.

LIPS
As lips are a feature that moves they attract attention. Being a point of sexual contact we associate lips with sensuality. Thin lips reflect a hard working, responsible character who is prone to overworking. Full lips indicate amore relaxed, pleasure orientated nature knowing how to have fun. A smaller mouth would suggests greater ability to be direct and focus the job in hand without becoming distracted. A wide mouth shows a desire to take in a broader range of experiences in life and live a more varied, less structured life.

1. A hook nose is good with money and business. (Stick to business with this person and ask for financial help.)

2. A turned up nose likes to be of service. (Ask them for help, directions, assistance)

3. A large mouth is talkative and generous. (Use small talk, and about their family. They like to be around people.)

4. A small mouth is brief and tight. (Come to the point quickly and don't keep them waiting.)

5. Eyes that are close together are impatient. (Be on time. Trust them to get things done right.)

6. Eyes that are far apart are tolerant. (Expect tardiness & easy going behaviour. Set deadlines & give reminders)

7. Eyebrows that are high are selective and formal. (Mind your manners. Be on your best behaviour. Use courtesies.)

8. Eyebrows that are set low are informal and easy going. (Warn them about protocol. Let them sell. Ask them to host a party.)

Signs of Deception:
Body Language of Lies:
• Physical expression will be limited and stiff, with few arm and hand movements. Hand, arm and leg movement are toward their own body the liar takes up less space.
• A person who is lying to you will avoid making eye contact.
• Hands touching their face, throat & mouth. Touching or scratching the nose or behind their ear. Not likely to touch his chest/heart with an open hand.
Emotional Gestures & Contradiction
• Timing and duration of emotional gestures and emotions are off a normal pace. The display of emotion is delayed, stays longer it would naturally, then stops suddenly.
• Timing is off between emotions gestures/expressions and words. Example: Someone says "I love it!" when receiving a gift, and then smile after making that statement, rather then at the same time the statement is made.
• Gestures/expressions don’t match the verbal statement, such as frowning when saying “I love you.”
• Expressions are limited to mouth movements when someone is faking emotions (like happy, surprised, sad, awe, )instead of the whole face. For example; when someone smiles naturally their whole face is involved: jaw/cheek movement, eyes and forehead push down, etc.
Interactions and Reactions
• A guilty person gets defensive. An innocent person will often go on the offensive.
• A liar is uncomfortable facing his questioner/accuser and may turn his head or body away.
• A liar might unconsciously place objects (book, coffee cup, etc.) between themselves and you.

PMS!!

2007-04-14T22:24:00.000-05:00

What PMS Means -
1. Pass My Shotgun
2. Psychotic Mood Shift
3. Perpetual Munching Spree
4. Puffy Mid-Section
5. People Make Me Sick
6. Provide Me with Sweets
7. Pardon My Sobbing
8. Pimples May Surface
9. Pass My Sweatpants
10. Plainly; Men Suck
11. Pack My Stuff
12. Permanent Menstrual Syndrome
13. Potential Murder Suspect
14. Prehistoric Monster Syndrome

You know a woman has PMS when.....
* She stops reading Glamour and starts reading Guns and Ammo.
* She considers chocolate a major FDA food group.
* She puts on one of those pads with "wings," then flies off the roof laughing hysterically while riding a broom.
* She's developed a new talent for spinning her head around in 360 degree circles.
* She retains more water than Lake Superior.
* She denies she's in a bad mood as she pops a clip into her semiautomatic and "chambers one."
* She buys you a new T-shirt -with a bulls-eye on the front.
* You ask her to please pass the salt at the dinner table and she says,"All I ever do is give, give, give! AM I SUPPOSED TO DO EVERYTHING?"
* She enrolls in the Lizzie Borden School of Charm.
* She orders 3 Big Macs, 4 large fries, a bucket of Chicken McNuggets,and then mauls the manager because they're out of Diet Coke.
*Everyone around you has an attitude problem.
*You add chocolate chips to your cheese omelet.
*The dryer has shrunk every last pair of your jeans.
*Your husband is suddenly agreeing with everything you say.
*You're using your cellular phone to dial up every bumper sticker that reads, "How's my driving--call 1-800-***-****."
*Everyone's head looks like an invitation to batting practice.
*You're convinced there's a God and he's male.
*You're counting down the days until menopause.
*You're sure that everyone is scheming to drive you crazy.
*The ibuprofen bottle is empty and you bought it yesterday.
*-Three little letters (M, E, and N) send you into an uncontrollable rage.

HEHE :) Can you think of any more??

childhood... one of the happiest phases during a person's existence!!

2007-04-11T09:46:00.000-05:00

As a child-

1. Would fall asleep anywhere with out any worries and still feel protected!

2. If I ate oranges and swallowed the seeds by mistake, I would not drink water...I was scared that it would grow into plants in my stomach ( thanks to my neighbour Shilesh who scared me shit!)

3. My dad is the tallest and strongest man in the whold wide world (My Daddy Strongest!)

4. When I am all grown up, I can wear high heels, have long painted nails and wear duppattas...and it was a big deal for me! ( now I know its no big deal and doesnt even matter!)

5. When I am all grown up my parents will be babies and will not let them do what all they did not let me doo!!

6. I wanted to marry a cricketer or an actor just for the glamshamm :)

7. When I attained puberty, I cried thinking im not a child anymore :P

8. I would rant and rave that I wanted to wear lipstick when we would go for weddings and parties. ...and refuse to eat or close my mouth, so that it does't wear off!! ( Mom had a tough time convincing me to eat!)

9. I would want to have a little brother....on the condition that he never grows up and remains a baby forever...(yeah, rightand he is still a baby for me!!!!)

10. I always wanted to start an orphan age of my own so that none of the kids could lose out on the most happiest phase during his existence...

We all have become so involved in life and so serious that we often forget to enjoy the little pleasures in life that God has given us. The greed, envy, jealousy, revenge why all that when we can live without it! Why do we always want to get into the Pandora's Box and let the evils out while supressing all the good spirits inside?? Hope there is more love, selflessness, charity and peace and this world would not be less than a heaven.

As the Cow Philosophy goes...................

"As you travel life's highway, dont forget to stop and eat the roses... Coz if you dont you will reach your destination but regret for having lost out on so much in life"

The Namesake

2007-04-08T22:43:00.000-05:00

Finally yesterday I gotto watch this movie. Had heard a lot about it and after watching Tabu Mira Nair in a Rendezvorous with Koffee with Karan, wanted to check out myself wath the whole movie was all about.

Reached the theatre 10 mins before the scheduled movie of 4:10. Till about 4:05 we were there in the big queue just to buy the tickets and den spotted a free self ticketing counter and rushed n got the tickets. Now is the turn for popcorn and drink, but as usual a big line there too... the counter lady was too slow, rather you could say she was matkofying!! finally was our turn and then we rushed into the hall only to discover the never ending trailers were on. The there had good no. of audience and I was wrong in my thinking, was expecting more indian audience but it was more of the localites and the average age was 40+.

Finally the movie started sometime past 4:30. It was kind of slow, but in the end I liked it. It was a little touchy (guess that explains the Indian Origin). The movie is based on the Ganguli family moving from Calcutta(kolkata) to New York, they embark upon a lifelong balancing act to meld into a new world without forgetting the old. Though parents Ashoke and Ashima long for the family and culture that enveloped them in India, they take great pride in the opportunities their sacrifices have afforded their children. Paradoxically, their son Gogol is torn between finding his own unique identity without losing his heritage. Even Gogol's name represents the family's journey into the unknown.

Overall a nice movie. No masala, no dance gana, no glamour and larger than life scenes! a simple down to earth movie. I would rate it 4.5/5 and would recomend anyone to watch it i.e if you havent(its definitely not possible to watch this kind of movie twice).

Cafe Frappe!!

2007-03-31T18:37:00.000-05:00

Miss d gud old Cafe Coffee Day dayss....*Sigh! I wud just go there to drink my Fav Cafe Frappe wit Vanilla Scoop! Ah! heavenly even when I think of d creamy slurpy taste of the cold coffee wit d scoop of vanilla to go wit it....

Its almost been 4 months dat Im here n was terribly missing my Frappe dis evening n decided to give it a shot! n amazing I almost whipped wit a nice frothy frappe for myself n Nikhil....

It was yummy n d moment i took my first sip i was like mmmmmmmmm.............. the most Or*****c mmmmmmmmm in a couple of days. (those who know me wil know wat mmm im talking about).

The prep time was 5 mins at the max n serves 2.

Ingredients -

Milk 1 cup

Sugar

Coffee powder (Bru or nescafe)

Vanilla & chocolate icecream

Step 1 - Take 1 cup of milk n pour it into d blender along wit sugar as per ur taste n coffee (remember to add less sugar as icecream wil be alse be der n its should be a light coffee) Now use the frappe option in d blender n just whisk it for a second.

Step 2 - add a scoop of vanilla and a scoop of chocolate ice cream n blend for a second again. (not necessary to add both d flavours u can stick to one or use ur imagination n try d various other flavours too)

Step 3 - Pour out in a nice glass n if required u can add another scoop of icecream of ur choice in here. I avoided the additional scoop as it wil be too heavy.

N volaaaa..... ur frappe is ready n tastes creamy n nice n thick!!

My experiments Wit d masalas!

2007-03-20T08:09:00.000-05:00

Hey,

Offlate have been bitten by dis cooking bug n now i spend considerable time in d kitchen trying to make new experimrnts. most of dem have been successful n yeah some of dem...................... ya toh namak jayaada ya phir salt. have tried my hands on cooking d normal sambaar, rasam, shrimp fry, dahi vada, rice kheer, caramel custard, fruitsalad, mushroom fry, moong dal kheer, capsicum & lobster fried rice........... to thnk of at d moment

All i want in d end is a gudlooking n tasty dish, coz if d food dosent look gud i don like to eat it!!

World Cup!!!!

2007-03-13T08:55:00.000-05:00

I am a die hard cricket fan! n in dis god forsaken coutry called d US of A... people know nothing about cricket!! phew back home in India even an unborn child wil talk of cricket n kids just swing their bats calling themselves all time fav sachin or d current favs whoeve it is wit parents grinning ear to ear n showing off their son as d most smart n updated kid!

no more patience to write more coz d first match WI vs PAK
about to start

So long..................
cheering Team India :)

2007-02-21T23:06:00.000-05:00

Here I am again in this mean old town
And you're so far away from me
And where are you when the sun goes down
You're so far away from me
So far away from me
So far I just can't see
So far away from me
You're so far away from me
I'm tired of being in love and being all alone
When you're so far away from me
I'm tired of making out on the telephone
And you're so far away from me
So far away from me
So far I just can't see
So far away from me
You're so far away from me
I get so tired when I have to explain
When you're so far away from me
See you been in the sun and I've been in the rain
And you're so far away from me
So far away from me
So far I just can't see
So far away from me
You're so far away from me

some of my sparetime art work

2007-02-21T20:57:00.000-05:00

updates...

2007-02-21T11:11:00.000-05:00

am bored to rite wat all happened in bw.... just d gist..
got married on 29 oct
n reached New York on 8 dec...
life is chilled out as of now......

i feel

2006-04-16T02:20:00.000-05:00

i feel u can do much better..... u know wat i mean .........der r other better options for u .........don restrict urself to dis one........i hope u understand wat i am tryin to tel u wen u readin dis......think about it after all it is ur life .......n dis decision of urs will be for life time........it can either make u r break u......so think wisely........

ONE MORE!!

2006-03-12T05:53:00.000-05:00

Decided on one more thing that i will never ask somethings ...........

I DONT KNOW!

2006-03-11T09:10:00.000-05:00

I don know off late wats happenin..... i feel very funny..... everytime i am yellin n shouting for no reason no fault ........ i feel bad .......... i have many questions for which i have no answers ....... nor anybody is interested in answering dem ............ every sunday something happens which i am tryin to stop .........but its not happening ............. i hate wen sundays come because of it .......... im tired of waiting ......... i hate waiting........ dey say at d end of every tunnel der is sunlight ....... but looks like i am going round n round in dis tunnel n i don seem to find a way out

MNYL

2006-03-04T09:38:00.000-05:00

MNYL- Max New York Life my ex company where i had some of my best days of my work life till date. I had been der yesterday (just like dat n also had to enquire about my premium and tax plannin). dats wen i realized how much i miss my old company n d old people. It has such a nice work environment not like my new company (which is not so new anymore) is bad, but dat place had a charm of its own. i looked at my old work station. some sad women sit in dat place now. i was like man how much i miss d place, d fun i used to have, d fights, yellin at d SM's n eatin junk all d time n all........ hmmmm guess all good things must come to an end.
wen i was leavin d lift was off (as usual d lift is off by 8 pm). wen i was der i used to leave office after 8 only so i remember runnin down d stairs coz he wud be waitin for me n i had taken time tryin to shut down my comp n sayin bye to all d people der........ n den runnin n goin n seein him waitin for me near d stairs on his big bike (which i used to completely adore). i used to just run n sit on his bike not givin him to chance to tel me dat i was late n announce d place dat i wanted to go :-D .....
man dose wer d days....... now him being so far away, i have to ferry myself all over d town :-( no comfort of some one waiting for me n droppin me to d place i want to go :-(
welll i have my hopes on d day will be close wen he will be back .... den dare i touch my bike :-D

me

2006-02-19T22:29:00.000-05:00

i wanna write a lot of things but .....................
all dis goes into my personal journal ....................

BACK

2006-01-19T22:42:00.000-05:00

im back to my old journal

:-O

2006-01-01T03:39:00.000-05:00

wat have i done to myself............ dis is not d same girl i knew ......... well i guess i really have to get back to my old self.

ANOTHER YEAR GONE BY!

2005-12-31T03:38:00.000-05:00

hmmmm......... another year has gone by in a jiffy ..............
dis year has been very different ....................
lot of events to remember ................
my many firsts happened ...............
hope d next year unfolds happiness, good health n prosperity for everyone.

:-((

2005-12-07T22:52:00.000-05:00

i missed lavi n ved's weddin :-((...........i so wanted to go....but wat to do.........as it is it was a very pathetic day at work....n den in d evenin all d people who wer in hyd called me ...... n made me feel even more worse...........

REALLY LONG!!!

2005-12-04T08:30:00.000-05:00

its been really long since i posted in here...welll frankly speakin i don get much time now a days....life has become a schedule which i gotto follow.....friday nite we had a party....a celebration for completin 6 months of operations.... hmm...we started d company sitiin n workin in a coffee day ..... d party was fun...inspired me to join jive n salsa classes....don know wen will be doin dat.......... anyways.......wonderin wat i wil do for new years...coz i like to celebrate all dese new years n valentines day...n anniversary...n birthdays n all.....
hmm anyways lets see wat i do...last year i had a plan...now i don know whether it will happen or not.... keepin my fingres crossed n some where in my heart also i know dat it will not happen....

LONELY!!

2005-10-31T23:50:00.000-05:00

i like dis one :-) :-D :-)

Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

D SONG RUNNIN IN MY MIND NOW!!

2005-10-31T23:31:00.000-05:00

Quit Playing' Games(With My Heart)
Baby...
Even in my heart I see
You're not being true to me
Deep within my soul I feel
Nothing's like it used to be
Sometimes I wish I could
Turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad baby

Quit playing games with my heart
Before you tear us apart
I should have known from the start
You know you've gotta stop
Quit playing games with my heart

I live my life the way
To keep you coming back to me
Everything I do is for you
So what is it that you can't see
Sometimes I wish I could
Turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad, baby
You better quit playi ng games with my heart

Quit playing games with my heart
Baby, baby the love that we had was so strong
Don't leave me hangin' here forever
Oh baby, baby this is not a lie
Let's stop this tonight
Baby, ooh
Quit playin' games

Sometimes I wish I could turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad, baby
Quit playin' games with my heart

LOVE!

2005-10-21T12:56:00.000-05:00

i love dancin... it is one way i unwind myselfn enjoy throughly...wellll der r many other ways also like games...outin...shoppin...treakin...wild life...forest....n many more (i am a very outdoor kinda person).... if i ever say i have enjoyed a party means i have danced to my hearts content n i have totally enjoyed myself....i usually like to go to disc after a long week n have a nice time dancin... in mnyl... i used to have a nice time in d many parties dat i have attended in my 10 month stint der..... der was dis guy shyam (who used to call me "school kid" as i was d youngest in d office).... he was a very gud dancer... so generally we used to dance a lot n have fun... d last couple of times dat i have been to d disc was fun.. but havent really let my hair down n danced.... today actually i was watchin nach baliye on star one... dats how i am writin about d dance stuff.... awww its been so long since i have danced :( though never learnt dance professionally.... wen was small mom had put me to bharatnatyam classes..i used to hate dat dance teacher... n some how after 1 year managed to convince my mom not to send me those classes...plannin to join salsa in sometime...let me see if dis ever happens....

TIGER!

2005-10-20T10:20:00.000-05:00

on my way back today evenin ...i saw d tiger! d vehicle towing van...man i saw d towin guys sittin on d towed vehicles like as though dey had achieved some thing in life a procession is being organized for dem n r being taken around d city...like some maharaja kinds dey look all around at all d passer by... n d guys also have a smirk on their face (whick is actually very irritatin)....i remember d time my vehicle was towed away... i was shocked for a sec...i thought somebody had flicked my bike...n i wanted to cry...called him...he was also not answerin ...i went mad .... it was a big relief after i saw my bike in d station....my cute little antelope was standin gracefully wit big bad bikes... sometime later again my bike was towed away...n dis time i was not tensed coz i saw dem takin it :P he din give it back to me wat do i do ...i followed d tiger n took my bike from d station later.... he he he... i have learnt my lesson now nooo....not dat i will never park my bike in d no parkin area ...but ways n means of gettin my bike back wen it is towed :P

DEL'S WEDDING :D

2005-10-17T09:44:00.000-05:00

del is already married :O cant believe how time flies... hmmmm...wonder it must have been a real wait for jonny (her hubby) poor him he waited for 7 years to get married to her... he was her senior in college n was love at first sight for him... they wer best of frens after dat but marriage it never occured to del....but man he did convince her n now they are happily married... sat mornin left to HYD n wen i was waitin in d lounge to board d flight alll sorts of things wer goin on in my mind right from my child hood to d time i was in d airport....life has changed so much...earlier used to be exited to go to frens b'day parties n now waitin to attend frens weddin.... im a big girl now :D reached HYD n realized it was pourin like helll ...man i was so disappointed :( was on my way to bemu's house but got a call from lavi n decided to go to her place n reached der....we updated each other on all d other people's developments (rather u can say a healthy gossip) after dat subedar(udhaya) called n said dat she will be der by 2 30pm but as usual she was late n reached by 3pm... got ready n reached d church by 5pm but :( missed d kiss :( anyways we wer der for d rest of their hymns n all...del was surprised to see us at d church coz she had not expected us.... n den reached d reception halll...was a long wait der... actually for d wine & cake :P (slurrpp it was very yummy)....den d other people came in only by 9 30pm (actually dey had come der only to drink...wished del formally on d dias..n den went to d area wer booze is served coz dese people r just interested in dat...den came back n everybody danced ..i dint :( ....missed u lots :(( .... guess who had come der ...n wit a big makeover..mona darlin now mona aunty...well her name is monalika n used to call her mona darlin (mostly by d guys) she is married now to a very typical husband kind of a guy she had dressed like one of d ladies in ekta's serial saree bangles n necklace n all....bharat comments "see wat marriage does to a woman she becomes mona aunty from mona darlin tut tut tut!! :))" well i din feel like eatin anythin n den left d place at around 12 30am n reached lavi's place by 1am n den talked n talked n talked n din know wat time i snoozed offf (coz i dreamt most of d time) n den got up in d mornin left her place subedar dropped me to airport on her way ..met somebody at d airport whom i din wan to meet was der for 10 mins n checked in n was in blore... d next is lavi n ved's weddin in dec...

REHMAN SHOW!

2005-10-08T22:13:00.000-05:00

Had been to d A R Rehman concert. It was pouring like crazy n on top of dat it was supposed to be in palace grounds..open air…woah…imagine d slushy mud all around. We reached late…n d show had not yet started…jubie my colleague was der from a long time wit his GF der..n wer totally drenched by d time we reached der..he said d show was cancelled…n den we saw some cars goin in n asked d police guy der he said no d show is on..if u wan plz get in quick he said…n so we all marched in…n it had not yet started…we waited for around 15 mins n den it did start…d crowd went berserk wen “d man” came on stage. Der wer scores of other gud singers like alka, sukhvinder singh, shankar mahadevan hariharan….n many more (I don even know dem)…on d whole it was gud… we had d VIP passes so wer comfortably seated somewhere in front….a little further der was dis girl who wud get so exited for all wrong n slow songs n stand up on d chair n start swayin n dancing…man she was so irrritatin..…somehow we made her sit n again n again she wud stand up..it was like wat my mommy says (kappe na takdi mele hakdange) means if u keep a frog on d balance, it will keep jumpin n wont be still at one place :-D) ….never mind…called my dad from der…coz he loves all dese concerts n all.. at home if dey wer showin any of dese on TV den he wud make all of us sit n watch it…so I told him dat I was der….he was happy..n den I told him d next time I wud take him..missed my dad….on d whole d concert was gud…but der was something missin in my heart…u know wat I meant :-(…at one point shankar mahadevan was singin dis song of lagaan.. wer dey r happy lookin at d clouds n thinking it will rain…but den d clouds just pass away ..So he said if it wud have rained den d song wud have been like dis..n he sang it so well..u wont believe it after he sang d song 10-15 mins after dat lo! It started rainin so we left d place n tried getting into d car..man it poured like hell…gud dat I had worn my leather jacket so I was saved…but d way it rained such big big drops….jumped into d car n came home…wud have enjoyed if things wud have been different ..wish I cud have taken dad ……n den I saw a guy who was just like him… my heart just skipped a beat…he had d same hairstyle…same leather jacket…but was somebody else:-( …anyways der wer a lot of damages due to d concert…

LAST DAY!

2005-09-30T09:42:00.000-05:00

last day of d month.... so soon sept is over...man time flies... i still remember d new years party... it was just sometime back...phew..another year is around d corner. god knows wat it has in store for me... was listenin to some gud songs on channel V (for a change coz its tough listenin songs as u have to listen to d commercials all d time n dey hardly play gud songs)... n was hummin dem d whole day n was dancin in office.. had gone out for lunch wit a Colleague (not dat i like to go out wit her but was forced to) wanna go out n have real wild time... it has beeen long since i have let my hair down n danced d nite away..... waitin to get out of dis daily routine of work sleep work sleep work sleep........................ n yes lookin forward for Del's weddin.....wil be meetin all my frens der after a long time...met dem all last year in dec for d convocation... n will be meetin dem all now....wil be fun :-)

MEEE BBBOOORRREEEDDDD :-(

2005-09-24T05:12:00.000-05:00

Ohhhh me sooooo booorrrreeeeddddd……nothing to doo….how much to watch TV…how much do i listen to music……..yaaawwwwnnnnnn….no sleepppp……awwww ….where isss my source of entertainment…………. Im soooo boooorrrreeeeddddd……soommeebboooddyyyy hheellppp mmeeeee ggeettttt oouuutttt ooffff ddiiissssssss………

EXPECTATIONS FOLLOWED BY DISAPPOINTMENT!

2005-09-18T20:23:00.000-05:00

so much for expectations! Hah! why do we expect so much from somebody n den get disappointed. When things don't turn out the way I hoped, it seems like the end of the world. :-( Here are somethings that i can do to keep disappointment at bay -

• Stop. Calm Down. Give yourself some time. Things might not seem nearly so bad tomorrow. (If there is a tomorrow)
• Get your feelings out in a way that doesn't hurt you or anybody else. (Should do this hmm...)
• Talk about it with your parents or a good friend. (Wish I cud do dat......)
• Ask yourself if this is really worth getting angry or upset about. (arrey i am upset coz it is affectin me it is worth gettin angry n upset about)
• Think about what you can learn from the experience and how you can do better next time.(bah so much of a learnin)

MISSING U :-(

2005-09-15T02:02:00.000-05:00

Distance cannot, and will not hurt a bond between two people that is based on mutual respect, trust, commitment, and love.
Although you may feel like you are losing faith in your relationship at times, hold fast and trust your heart!
I, like you, truly believe that love & relationships are what make your life special, and that ones built on love & understanding are always worth preserving, regardless of the miles that may separate two people.

Hmmmmm...... some quotes must say....
BUT I HATE DISTANCES :- I JUST HATE IT.......... :-((

NO POST

2005-09-12T12:01:00.000-05:00

this post goes directly to my diary :-(

SAD ME!

2005-09-11T09:02:00.000-05:00

writin dis from home (my home) :-( .. but still u wud be wonderin why sad?

am d happiest at home :-)) i love to laze around wit my mommy fussing around eat dis...eat dat...why dis...why dat... n all.. my mommy d best :-* love her...
but d topic of my marriage is wat is eatin my head...dey want me to be married by next feb.. wat do i do.. is der any option? all my uncles are tryin their level best to get me married as dey are also aware of my dead line. every time dat i come home or talk to my parents ..marriage marriage n marriage is all dat dey can talk about :-( wat do i do... nobody understands wat i am goin thru :-( nobody here wit me to support me also...im all alone ...feelin so lonely :-(

SOMETHINGS ABOUT ME AS AN AQUARIAN!

2005-09-06T23:13:00.000-05:00

hey...dese are somethings about me so dat people don misunderstand me!

LIKES
Fighting for Causes YES
Dreaming and Planning for the Future YES
Thinking of the Past Hmm SOME TIMES
Good Companions YES
Having Fun YES YES YES
Freedom & Independent YESSSSSSSSS…
Honest & Loyal YES

DISLIKES
Full of Air Promises YES
Excessive Loneliness YES
The Ordinary Hmm..
Imitations YES
Idealistic YES

PHYSICAL APPEARANCE:
You are tall with full stature and are quite strong. YES (not dat very tall though)
The face is oval YES
complexion is fair NO
Appearance – charming NO.
The hairs are normally of brown shade YES.
The teeth may be defective YES (no cavities though ;-P)
There may be a mole or scar on the calf muscle YES.

MENTAL ATTITUDE:
You are intelligent and you can see through the motives of a person interacting with you. YES
The character of the person comes in open as a book in front of you after a few meetings. YES
Blessed with a very high level of concentration and understanding, you can easily get to the root of any problem. YES MOST OF THE TIMES

GENERAL NATURE:
You are generally very fixed or somewhat rigid in your views. MAY BE
You will generally have very long term friendships. YES
The Aquarian woman also makes friends with a lot of difficulty but once made, she is always very sincere towards them. SO TRUE
You are definitely not the kind of person who will do back biting and work against your friends. YES
True to your words and feelings you are not only sincere in front of a person but even in his absence. YES
The women born in this sign have a lot of liking for secluded places and may become like a true hermit at some stage of life. NOT SURE AS OF NOW!
You will be drawn towards mediation. NO IDEA
As a Aquarian woman, you will also have a lot of interest in the material life. YES
You may have a nature of accumulation and shall accumulate a lot during your life time. TOO YOUNG TO SAY THAT
You will be a very systematic and organised worker but a bit slow, because you must understand the entire concept before getting to do anything. YES
The strengths and weaknesses of an Aquarian woman are not open so, no one can understand them. The world knows and understands only what you want to make it understand. HOW VERY TRUE

HEALTH:
Infectious diseases, skin ailments, tooth troubles, tonsils and problem with leg muscles are the common problems faced by the Aquarius people. TOUCH WOOD! NOTHING AS OF NOW.
You also have to protect yourself from excessive heat and cold and have sufficient rest and exercise otherwise the body may give some problems. Hmmm…. SHALL BE DONE

MONEY:
Slow and steady in earning money, you can accumulate a lot of wealth in your lifetime. HOPE SO
You will be not running after wealth but wealth shall follow you forever. YES I DON FEEL MONEY IS EVERYTHING
You also have the ability to create organisations and develop innovative systems through which you can earn large incomes. Hmmmm…DAT SOUNDS INTERESTING
Due to your talent and ambition you will earn a lot. But on the flip side , there is always the danger of your getting into the habit of cheating and deceiving the people you deal with. You should be careful of this tendency otherwise you may suffer serious setback. NO DATS NOT ME AT ALL

ROMANCE:
The Aquarians seek refined and intelligent partners YES BABY!
You will be unassuming and will not boss over your partner but being a great student of human nature you will be able to control the other person. DON KNOW ABOUT DAT STILL
In romance, you start a bit late but pick up fast. TRUE
You shall learn very ingenious ways of getting to know men and shall be an expert in making them run around you. SOUNDS INTERESTING BUT WISH IT WAS TRUE
This shall satisfy your ego but you shall choose your man with great care. YUP! I WANT THAT Mr. RIGHT (psst. he has already arrived ;-P)
Once you get serious with a man you shall be totally devoted to him. VERY TRUE
You will very rarely be jealous of other women. YES IM NOT EASILY JEALOUS!
You will seldom have time for such thoughts, but if you find him insincere you can leave him without a second thought. I DO TRUST HIM A LOT
Not interested in sex for the sake of it you can be led into it by lot of patience. WILL HAVE TO STILL FIND OUT ABOUT DIS SIDE OF LIFE!
Gentle rubbing on your calves and ankles will make you ecstatic. HMMM…..

MARRIAGE:
You marry late, but divorces are very rare with Aquarian women. WILL HAVE TO FIND OUT ABOUT DAT YET
Your marriage will be considered as a model marriage. TOUCH WOOD! KEEPING MY FINGER CROSSED ;-)
One, you have the ability to see through your partner and decide accordingly. WOW! Secondly, you are very beautiful. NAH! You can have a charm which will keep your husband tied down to you for eternity. HOW I WISH DIS WAS TRUE!
You are not suspicious, so a mate would have to be boldly unfaithful for you to notice. But once you are sure, you could walk away and there would be no making up. YES
You are faithful and loyal, but must have your freedom to explore your whims and erratic ideas
An Aquarian can handle her home and her children in most unconventional way. GREAT WAY TO PEP ME UP NA!
You may try strange combinations and arrangements and also make them look good. WILL POST COMMENTS ON DIS LATER!
You will be able to handle guests in a most remarkable manner and can talk on any subject on the earth. You can talk according to the interest of the person you are talking to. You can converse with children as if you are one of them and you can talk to an eighty year old as if you are of the same age group. YES

CAUTION:
Changing moods from most elated levels to deep depressions is what causes problems for you. When on a high, you think that the world is in your pocket and that you are a winner and shall remain a winner always. YES
When in a pensive mood, you tend to think that there is no person as wrong as you have been, you do not have a future and so on.... What you do and say during these periods is what puts you in deep trouble. YES I GO DOWN TO THE CORE OF IT
You should control your moods. Keep yourself calm and do regular meditation. Hmmm…will have to think about dis.

Well dis is all about me...SIMPLE SAMPLE!

I DON UNDERSTAND!

2005-09-06T10:43:00.000-05:00

looks r deceptive be it whatever...bah...d clouds keep threatenin all d time dat it will pour pour n pour very badly n i keep hopin it would durin day time...but no it just would not :-( n all nite it pours... wats d use of it pourin at nite? i just cant understand...why people go back on their words?...i hate it ...wen u say somethin do it man ...else if u cant, don say at all.. why build up hopes for the other person n shatter it...its bad..
its very bad... its very very bad....

--a heartbroken me

STRANGE AGAIN!

2005-09-05T00:40:00.000-05:00

dis time difference between east n west n different countries... i kinda don like it...i feel very strange wen wen talk to somebody who is runnin say some hrs behind us..i somehow feel dey r d children of d lesser god n dats why dey have lost to us in d time game :-P i know dat sounds very stupid but dats how it is...feel very strange wen im workin he is sleepin der coz its night time der mn wen he is workin its night time here...dats still ok d worst is wen we r celebratin gud ol sunday dey r still on a saturday... poor dem ... but i hate d whole thin of time zones n their differences...if god had wished he could have just made d whole world simple... but no...else wat would dese scientists wit their inventions and discoveries be famous for! bah some strange thoughts of mine..... never mind
signin off in one of dose funny confused for silly n nothin reason (basically like dey say khali dimag shaitan ka ghar :-/ noooooooo dat dosent qualify me for bein a shaitan...)

STRANGE!

2005-09-04T10:07:00.000-05:00

d moment i logged in today...i was in a very shitty mood...im not a mornin person n today being sunday i have woken up as early as 6 AM! yes it is shockin for me...but der is a reason as to why im up so early :-) was expectin somethin but it din happen :-( no issues!

actually like i said wen i logged in i was in a shitty mood... n den things just started runnin in my mind...sometime i get very restless n impatient...else im a very peaceful person :-P so just stated off writin a mail to my most loveable person in my life (momma, dadda n bro, although they r d most important in my life, der is a new addition in my life!), wen i started off, i was kinda very funny....but by d time i reached to d end of the mail (yes it was a very long one......) i was at peace, sittin like an angel wit a big halo! yes i had taken out all d frustration in d mail...n i was ok...so din bother to send d mail, instead just logged offf..... now u must be wonderin im so fickle minded...but its not like dat....i like to be in a good mood always...so wen im in one of dose shitty moods i just try n frisk d reason outta my life...n d mail just helped me do dat..but i din send d mail as d way i had drafted it would have hurt d person a lot...so i just scrapped d whole damn thin...n im back to being myself...same ol happy go lucky girl :-*

signin off in a better mood

GOOD N BAD

2005-09-03T09:20:00.000-05:00

today was good! but bad as i have been sitting at home d whole day!

u must be wondering as ro why gud...but nooooo i wont tel u why....

i hate d lonliness in life..... i do love my space n privacy..but not beyond a certain level...if im at home i love to stay at home n do nothin...but here in PG i call it 6/4. as dats d dimension of my bed n if im not doin anythin im on my bed as der is no other option...so i like to be out of dis place most of d time... n people think dat i love to roam outside...but only if dey understood how i feel...its almost like a solitary confinement sometimes....PG aunt is ok no issues except for d fact dat she gossips a lot ...i have learnt to ignore her.... kirti fought wit her n now has shifted from here.....nidhi my room-mate is good but she is busy wit her life n her frens...so don wanna intrude into her space... its pouring out here...looks like d nature is also very depressed...i love rains but not wen i myself am in a dull mood...

a very dull me

LONG CHAT!

2005-09-02T07:42:00.000-05:00

very happy today as gotto chat wit him for a long time.
morning i was trying to iron my shirt n d stupid iron box was not working. den nidhi wanted to iron her skirt dat time it started working, but i din know dat i was so pissed off thinkin dat it was not workin, i smartly went n touched it :-( my left hand index finger got burnt :-(

today a guy from mumbai had come (Kunal), marketing manager, i had to take him wit me to my agencis for the first half of the day. din like him at all. was too ontara kinda guy. went wit him to infantry road to an agency called alpha, der we wer for almost 45mins n den he walked in to safina plaza coz he wanted to get his camera repaired. i was so pissed off. he din find it n we proceeded to race course road. der he spotted a photoshop n got in der. almost 15 mins wasted. den went to excelsior (one of my top performing agents) was der for say 1/2 hour and we wer supposed to go to frazer town after dat but dis man wanted to have corn. so we went all around the town even to cubbon park but den it started raining. somehow i convinced him to get back. on my way back to office i got a call from my frens cousin sayin dat my fren is feelin lonely n was wonderin whether i could come online now. so somehow i managed to get off from dat guy n searched for a net centre, got sify so just rushed into dat. i don have a sify account so had to buy a prepaid card n started off. he was der n felt so bad. my poor baby is all alone der. miss him too. feel so bad wen i pass on d roads wher we have been together, d food joints n all our week end outings , me cribbing dat he dosent give me much attention n all dat, i wanna go here wanna do dis, wanna do dat............d never ending cribbing ...he takes it all so coolly n patiently....
felt so better after i had a nice chat wit him, after dat i spoke to his sister n cousin, both of dem told me dat things wer gonna be ok nothin to worry n all. but still mera dil nahi manta...i wan d time to fly soon to d day he is comin back....

eagerly waiting for dat day

WHY ME?

2005-09-01T06:57:00.000-05:00

Its like one of dose days wen u feel so down, don feel like doin anythin, everythin seems to be goin against u... wat do i do wen i feel like dis ..why me??? why me always???????? feelin so low.. expecting somethin from last nite & its not happenin.. no enthu to do anythin. i hate to be in such a situation....

if u reading dis u will know wat im talkin about :-(

MY FIRST TIME

2005-08-31T04:59:00.000-05:00

Hiya.....

This is the first time dat im writing wat i feel online.... :-) i was introduced to this blog concept by someone dear to me. earlier i used to write my diary/journal (my confidante) who shares all my secrets....psst: even d ones whom i have never told anyone ;-) and was a shock dat people write about wat dey feel n its for everyone to know... i was surprised. later i used to read his blog n all d other connected blogs n gotto know it was a nice means to communicate n tell others wat u feel like ....so here i go .....

My fren left yesterday ... onsite visit. went to see him off at the airport. felt very bad but well it will do good for his career and do good to him too...so was ok wit d fact..but d moment wen we wer telling our byes.. n all i felt so bad....n now its not even 24hrs since he left..im already missing him... i used to call him 'N' no. of times a day n even in d night. n now he is on d flight on his way n no way to contact him till he reaches der :-( im missing him so much...
but am already waiting for him to come back .. might sound silly but counting d no. of days left....haah! its a long wait. i hate distances coz i have lost n left many people behind in my life (My Dad has a tranferable job). probably dats d reason why i hate distances. i wonder how people stay away from their loved ones for a long time. anyways im getting bored ..not used to writing my thoughts online. will take a while i guess...
till den tada....
MISSING U :-(

PS: too lazy to follow the caps n other grammetical stuffs KINDLY ADJUST MADI :-)