me

i wanna write a lot of things but .....................
all dis goes into my personal journal ....................

BACK

im back to my old journal

:-O

wat have i done to myself............ dis is not d same girl i knew ......... well i guess i really have to get back to my old self.

ANOTHER YEAR GONE BY!

hmmmm......... another year has gone by in a jiffy ..............
dis year has been very different ....................
lot of events to remember ................
my many firsts happened ...............
hope d next year unfolds happiness, good health n prosperity for everyone.

:-((

i missed lavi n ved's weddin :-((...........i so wanted to go....but wat to do.........as it is it was a very pathetic day at work....n den in d evenin all d people who wer in hyd called me ...... n made me feel even more worse...........

REALLY LONG!!!

its been really long since i posted in here...welll frankly speakin i don get much time now a days....life has become a schedule which i gotto follow.....friday nite we had a party....a celebration for completin 6 months of operations.... hmm...we started d company sitiin n workin in a coffee day ..... d party was fun...inspired me to join jive n salsa classes....don know wen will be doin dat.......... anyways.......wonderin wat i wil do for new years...coz i like to celebrate all dese new years n valentines day...n anniversary...n birthdays n all.....
hmm anyways lets see wat i do...last year i had a plan...now i don know whether it will happen or not.... keepin my fingres crossed n some where in my heart also i know dat it will not happen....

LONELY!!

i like dis one :-) :-D :-)

Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

D SONG RUNNIN IN MY MIND NOW!!

Quit Playing' Games(With My Heart)
Baby...
Even in my heart I see
You're not being true to me
Deep within my soul I feel
Nothing's like it used to be
Sometimes I wish I could
Turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad baby

Quit playing games with my heart
Before you tear us apart
I should have known from the start
You know you've gotta stop
Quit playing games with my heart

I live my life the way
To keep you coming back to me
Everything I do is for you
So what is it that you can't see
Sometimes I wish I could
Turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad, baby
You better quit playi ng games with my heart

Quit playing games with my heart
Baby, baby the love that we had was so strong
Don't leave me hangin' here forever
Oh baby, baby this is not a lie
Let's stop this tonight
Baby, ooh
Quit playin' games

Sometimes I wish I could turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad, baby
Quit playin' games with my heart

LOVE!

i love dancin... it is one way i unwind myselfn enjoy throughly...wellll der r many other ways also like games...outin...shoppin...treakin...wild life...forest....n many more (i am a very outdoor kinda person).... if i ever say i have enjoyed a party means i have danced to my hearts content n i have totally enjoyed myself....i usually like to go to disc after a long week n have a nice time dancin... in mnyl... i used to have a nice time in d many parties dat i have attended in my 10 month stint der..... der was dis guy shyam (who used to call me "school kid" as i was d youngest in d office).... he was a very gud dancer... so generally we used to dance a lot n have fun... d last couple of times dat i have been to d disc was fun.. but havent really let my hair down n danced.... today actually i was watchin nach baliye on star one... dats how i am writin about d dance stuff.... awww its been so long since i have danced :( though never learnt dance professionally.... wen was small mom had put me to bharatnatyam classes..i used to hate dat dance teacher... n some how after 1 year managed to convince my mom not to send me those classes...plannin to join salsa in sometime...let me see if dis ever happens....

TIGER!

on my way back today evenin ...i saw d tiger! d vehicle towing van...man i saw d towin guys sittin on d towed vehicles like as though dey had achieved some thing in life a procession is being organized for dem n r being taken around d city...like some maharaja kinds dey look all around at all d passer by... n d guys also have a smirk on their face (whick is actually very irritatin)....i remember d time my vehicle was towed away... i was shocked for a sec...i thought somebody had flicked my bike...n i wanted to cry...called him...he was also not answerin ...i went mad .... it was a big relief after i saw my bike in d station....my cute little antelope was standin gracefully wit big bad bikes... sometime later again my bike was towed away...n dis time i was not tensed coz i saw dem takin it :P he din give it back to me wat do i do ...i followed d tiger n took my bike from d station later.... he he he... i have learnt my lesson now nooo....not dat i will never park my bike in d no parkin area ...but ways n means of gettin my bike back wen it is towed :P