i feel

i feel u can do much better..... u know wat i mean .........der r other better options for u .........don restrict urself to dis one........i hope u understand wat i am tryin to tel u wen u readin dis......think about it after all it is ur life .......n dis decision of urs will be for life time........it can either make u r break u......so think wisely........

ONE MORE!!

Decided on one more thing that i will never ask somethings ...........

I DONT KNOW!

I don know off late wats happenin..... i feel very funny..... everytime i am yellin n shouting for no reason no fault ........ i feel bad .......... i have many questions for which i have no answers ....... nor anybody is interested in answering dem ............ every sunday something happens which i am tryin to stop .........but its not happening ............. i hate wen sundays come because of it .......... im tired of waiting ......... i hate waiting........ dey say at d end of every tunnel der is sunlight ....... but looks like i am going round n round in dis tunnel n i don seem to find a way out

MNYL

MNYL- Max New York Life my ex company where i had some of my best days of my work life till date. I had been der yesterday (just like dat n also had to enquire about my premium and tax plannin). dats wen i realized how much i miss my old company n d old people. It has such a nice work environment not like my new company (which is not so new anymore) is bad, but dat place had a charm of its own. i looked at my old work station. some sad women sit in dat place now. i was like man how much i miss d place, d fun i used to have, d fights, yellin at d SM's n eatin junk all d time n all........ hmmmm guess all good things must come to an end.
wen i was leavin d lift was off (as usual d lift is off by 8 pm). wen i was der i used to leave office after 8 only so i remember runnin down d stairs coz he wud be waitin for me n i had taken time tryin to shut down my comp n sayin bye to all d people der........ n den runnin n goin n seein him waitin for me near d stairs on his big bike (which i used to completely adore). i used to just run n sit on his bike not givin him to chance to tel me dat i was late n announce d place dat i wanted to go :-D .....
man dose wer d days....... now him being so far away, i have to ferry myself all over d town :-( no comfort of some one waiting for me n droppin me to d place i want to go :-(
welll i have my hopes on d day will be close wen he will be back .... den dare i touch my bike :-D

me

i wanna write a lot of things but .....................
all dis goes into my personal journal ....................

BACK

im back to my old journal

:-O

wat have i done to myself............ dis is not d same girl i knew ......... well i guess i really have to get back to my old self.